only deep prayers can not be the solution of language no harm if 
films red fans heartache, she did not know that she is no longer purely Chen 
Xiaoxu? when the new version of own way. 
you card to my card, of evidence 
intended to permit. 
no permit, Adams cloud certificate. 
no cloud 
certificate is based on the environment. 
based environment side clean 
When we began to read again the first Ye language, and sometimes they 
suddenly realized 
users Fiat Turion paste Xiaoxu's Yuning glades: 
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In the brightly-lit dance 
you will feel lonely 
the animated conversation 
of friends 
you silent 
sweet dream Ying Ying's Midsummer Night in the 
corner 
you will feel a chilly 
snowflakes in the winter early in the 
morning 
you feel lonely 
the world have I forgotten the name 
you 
whether in my heart 
quietly for sing 
sad the song 
Xiaoxu, I do not 
have much, because she seems to be the favorite woman of my heart I just hope 
that bloggers read Xiaoxu write dream three years. hh 
April, pink 
Yuanmingyuan, peach, apricot, full of hills, poplar,
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Vapor Superfly FG, willow, suffused with a new green, fragrant, and the wind 
to contain the ancient gardens of a lonely corner, blowing Broken Western 
House,
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Vapor Superfly II, with the memory of the burning shoulder waking from a 
long nightmare. spring, spring has really come, the ancient Yuanmingyuan to open 
it deep through the heart, a warm hug of a group from all over the herald of 
spring scattering curved trails. 
the laughter of the girls. speed slows 
down, I gazed at the ruins of benevolence in the sun, the hearts of an 
indefinable feelings, the giant hand of history erase the number of Blessings 
resentment, the tides of time to dilute the memory of how much pain and life is 
a dream, the splendor smoke, the past has since evaporated. Today, we take a 
naive, a curiosity, a strong desire to here, looking for a lost 200 years of 
brilliant and sad dream to hh 
car stopped, the girls rushing, large and 
small, colorful handbags are flashed in front of me, I find the bag, followed by 
them under the car through a red girl's shoulder, I saw a row house nestled in 
the flowers in good quiet one where the white walls of the stenciling, several 
strains of a touch of oleander, all this makes me feel cordially, as if deja vu 
when I come here? I was surprised to ask ourselves: Acacia in a dream? minds? or 
10,000 years ago? one kind belonging to a past life so that everything here is 
full of feelings of attachment ? 
come, they come. comrades smiled and asked 
me: finder,. 
I quietly set at her side, as if an invisible hand pushing 
towards the red door, walked into a new world with dreams and aspirations, hh 
! mountains of Hongfan 
Lian Jin, the forest of chimneys, full of Sound 
and the Fury of the city. year after year, like all ordinary girl, I 
unconsciously grew up in this piece of land on boiling , I am very lonely, often 
with a book like hiding places others will not find fancy most of the day, 
forget to eat, forget to go to school time. partners in my childhood, my 
greatest happiness in those silent night, hope to see the stars weave a fairy 
tale with a trace of loss to fantasy one day be a miracle, a Hongfan approaching 
from the horizon, brought me to a far, far away hh 
an early summer evening, 
sunset to spill a drop of golden light in the window, I leaned against the couch 
and watch that never tire of reading of his face, just listen to he said 
excitedly; after a , CCTV Choupai the TV series said: do not daze, write it. the 
interview, but made it clear beforehand: room and board themselves, if not 
selected, the tolls shall not be reimbursed. just like Grandfather Jiang fishing 
Well the clever director aware of the charm of piece of the bulk of voluntary 
bait fish. 
two days to the Beijing First to answer two teachers nearly 100 
on director 
next morning under a big rain, I was holding a green umbrella 
through a sidewalk to the Overseas Chinese Building in the elevator, both Hong 
Kong and Macao compatriots looked surprised me high pull from the long braids of 
Kujiao and an already wet, guess who I was, how will appear here. the seventh 
floor, soon to me no one else stepped off the elevator to the front of the room 
agreed. 
Lelong the amount of pre-wet hair, to make it look beautiful, but 
also drew a deep breath and then gently knock on the door three times. 
door 
opened, a few beam eyes from my face looking down, they saw a pale, thin girl 
timidly standing in the doorway, a light green underwear was wet a little, the 
hands get to see a dripping umbrella. I was certain terrible scene. 
Oh, 
the original is a very pleasant grandfather ah, I can not help smiling at him. 
he sat opposite me, while looked me up and his mouth: . you come early, to 
ourselves to give us only the selected actress videos, you can wait until the 
video here? not back to the car to go. train to save the next good 
reimbursement. walked on the sidewalk. 
the rain stops, light Kam people of 
the asphalt road and swayed a good blue, blue sky, the roadside willows with a 
trace of moist wind breeze, and cicada cheerful chirping. 
I smiled to move 
forward, there is a car from me hurtling over, far splashes a white mist. I 
suddenly found themselves actually living in such a wonderful world. my heart 
for each passers-by are filled with the friendships. 
Why? have Peddlers 
drum. 
he somewhat anxiously: 
I am a little unconvinced, of course, dare 
Well, he was looking for a photo into the envelope, again the two poems I just 
cut it down to go into, he said: suddenly want to catch the door shouting: I 
nodded and looked at him in the sunset gradually gone. This is he, on his own, 
he loved people full of self-confidence. 
This is a normal evening, the 
sunset just as yesterday, falling wearily as noise, like cicadas, the same as 
the oncoming warm evening breeze, I can not think of fantasy Hongfan quietly I 
am coming at this moment. 
waiting 
several months later, the wind did not 
give me a message in the fall, he enrolled in the School of Drama, and before 
leaving, said to me: until the train pulled away, and then cry in my heart. 
north of autumn prematurely. the way home, I carefully bypassing the floor 
of the leaves, afraid to startle their golden dreams. 
winter white snow fall 
there were numerous then in a window covered with ice flowers yard, I quietly 
preoccupied placed on the desk pen, diary and an open the end of the winter I 
have A Dream of Red Mansions a dignified and generous the lesbian stand up and 
tell me: the cast training courses. training courses. excitement, right? girls 
every morning are, with a new hope that jumped out of bed, ran to the full 
absorption of nature and fragrant flavor in the green woods, they are singing, 
laughing and have used up the youth so that different vitality, they are the 
real masters of the spring 
month later, began to demand the role fragment, 
noisy garden suddenly became quiet, laughter and song disappeared in the woods, 
a small road from the girls wandering figure, more than 40 brain thinking the 
same question: Which character do I choose? 
no matter how confident this 
time are inevitably feel uneasy, not to mention we are fledgling ducks night, I 
quietly asked the roommate of the girl: before looked half-day not that is, in 
almost all the readers I have a sacred irreplaceable image, separated by a layer 
of yarn to push them, reflecting a beyond the earthly light. my Daiyu, but it is 
a very real girl children, sensitive to her, to think, unworldly to depend on 
others an inferiority complex makes her wary of everything around, and aloof 
personality makes this self-esteem rise to a strong self-esteem she to defend 
their human dignity, and never secular. she shot her sharp gem put all her 
feelings, so she was the gem of love as a life he is known in her life has been, 
he is the only really pity her. Daiyu side of funeral flowers choked side 
crooning mourner speech. know each other and cardiac rapture? who spent a sense 
of their feelings hurt for her is that piece of felt dejected? Daiyu of my heart 
is such a sincere girl, Zhenshuiwuxiang, Baibiwuxia, cold love love was bitter, 
filled with sadness of a Poet glow with the light of moving youth 
I 
understand her. no matter how people say, I have to play her, my face is not so 
brilliant, even though my body Some dysplasia, I have no fear. 
yu face in 
front of everyone when I wore a light blue skirt, I believe that many people 
unexpectedly, I also believe that some people will say she was like do not like 
yu? about hh perhaps hh ah, so little. Given the chance, I have the hope of 
victory. 
in front of the two candidates, Zhang Lei and Zhang Jinglin are 
some actors acting experience, in both image and temperament have their own 
merits, Lin's taste, but also a little bit of children behind the Xiaojie to 
play the violin as a professional Anhui girl, gentle, very quiet girl, 
indecisive, and well aware of the situation of the insurance, must not be taken 
lightly. night, one week after 
all of them gathered to watch the video of 
our fragment in a conference room, the atmosphere was very tense. everyone on 
tenterhooks to look forward to his appearance, for they feared that their own 
appearance. Suddenly, the crowd burst into laughter, turned out to be a local 
accent the actors read the wrong lines, this is not destined? read became 
larger, more recent, I feel that the body's blood streaming to the face, I 
stared at the screen, at least 100 heartbeats per second. Disguise 
Oriental 
Wen Ying with a gem for me her vivid description of the talk: br> on the 
stone steps in the last chance 
I sat in the hospital in a daze, long hair 
hung hung, obscured by a pair of wrinkled brow the ground, the two ants fighting 
my mind is a mess from the last once the video is only two days, the pieces I do 
not clue. The designated performance Xiaoxiang Zi Ya ridiculed complement 
fragrance a Daiyu humorous, sarcastic, who read here can not help saying words 
of her is pretty language laughing. how to make the performing right, just a few 
faint, attracted gem smile wringing Xiangyun smile off their feet? I tried to 
think, to no avail. 
examined me. 
I immediately stood up, smiled 
uncomfortable. that really, I am afraid of some serious old man, because his 
expression is so subtle, people could not guess what he really thinking. He was 
worried and asked me: br> director, said: this video is your last chance to 
take it up, how many pairs of eyes staring we where. play a role more difficult 
than shoot the whole drama. away the thin figure looked at him, I was a heavy 
concern for him, for me, for all of us, two days after 
clips video the end 
of the night all the people streaming to the conference room to see the 
playback, and I put her locked in the house these two days stretched string too 
tightly, I'm afraid I did not fit the kind of tense atmosphere. I sat bed facing 
the wall, the whole not to think about what effect on the screen next door. very 
quiet 
night, shone a ray of moonlight gentle softly, the dark dotted into 
the world of poetic dim. a few spot carelessly wavering in my face, as if a 
gentle hand caress gently. in this wordless exchange seems to me that a trust, 
an understanding, this is how eager these days fighting emotional ah! I can not 
help for such a detailed concerns tears wet the moonlight as if experienced man 
intended to gradually gentle halo over her whole body and I closed my eyes, 
savor the world the warmth of this Superman, actually Enron sleep unknowingly. 
when the roommate of the girl with a proud or depressed mood back,
Nike 
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the end sentencing This is an 
unusual summer, the girls pack up early ready, but not the laughter of the past, 
everyone hold your breath, quietly look forward to the last moment. the end of 
three months of study, the director will announced the list of roles. I was like 
a quiet person, but can not stand such a boring atmosphere. I took my roommate 
Shen Lu, breath fled to the garden planted with almond trees on the hillside. 
Oh , here is how fresh air. 
Shen Lu quickly craned their necks to find. 
on the tree at the bottom, I shouted: side jump, as they pick, bite, good acid, 
Oh! suddenly 
tree Shen Lu shrieking slipped down the tree, I quickly ran 
over, she is terrified by a caterpillar I laughed bending beneath, pointing to 
her said: smile, handed over my half of the apricots. meeting, we both quietly 
slipped into sitting in the corner position. four dozen pairs of eyes watching 
uneasily the director, as if to await the final judgment. 
director slowly 
took out his glasses to wear: role list, I announced the Twelve Beauties of 
Jinling first hh my two hands tightly pinching the pocket of apricots, but a 
mysterious premonition all told me I read almost the same time with the director 
in the heart out: the 
Xishan A Dream of Red Mansions, ups and downs hh 
filled with a return to ancient mood, everyone is interested in closer to that 
era. girls to a the shawls show braids became straight chest braids, high-heeled 
shoes were thrown in the corner covered with dust gray, the recorder was heard 
from the elegant classical music every day, we got up early, downstairs on the 
playground, practice walking, greeting, bow, and a variety of manners, Grandma 
ladies are endless etiquette made a rush, can not help but secretly laugh over 
the last people to live a bit too careful. I am very lazy person,
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Victory FG, to hear the movement headache every day to practice the 
etiquette is bailing escape, you can start running exercise, they may not catch 
me, a man behind a tree reading books, watching them run out of breath really 
happy and proud. 
this two-day morning, I found a strange each Yuchuan Er The 
next morning, I was still leaning against a tree reading, eyes glanced at the 
distant cul-de-sac, soon, the two people round the face covered with sweat. the 
I quickly shouted I put his ear to the door, listened to, yeah, clatter and 
ring, I can not wait the door suddenly opened, I saw them both is to stay 
standing there staring at me with TWO little shrieks, sweaters, cashmere take 
off the pants, the upper and lower body wrapped in a layer of plastic sheeting, 
I smiled up, because they look like two senior butterscotch. 
smart people 
must understand their pains, these two health plump girls in order to make their 
waist as slim lady like ancient standard, actually came up with such a cruel way 
to lose weight. the summer of July, a layer of plastic sheeting, a thick 
sweater, run a few kilometers, they flow how much sweat by the number of crimes 
Oh such a determination, so I can not help but awe, but I do not agree with 
their behavior, because the United States are different, the United States 
should not be subject to the limitations of the body, through the ages stunning 
being, slim soft mermaid grace plump Yang Yuhuan 
; he may be right. jade 
heart overflowing tenderness in the youth of the 1980s, who both on behalf of 
his hardness and softness? Who can understand his bitter feelings? gem really 
not born? looking forward to seeing the sisters of the Grand View Garden. 
afternoon one day, someone told me: evening bath, I go up from the foot of 
the mountain far to see Lianer Ye do for us: reveals a nonchalant face, he is 
said to very satisfied with the image of the director on his screen test, can I 
now see that it is a little elf. 
few days, we all quietly in the reading 
room reading, writing character analysis, he says very seriously, a very honest 
look. 
immediately want to check the fragment, he was like nothing I can not 
help but secretly worry, Hath forest sister and Po brother to take the drama of 
the reason? helpless, I had to go looking for him. 
afternoon, hill choose a 
good location, I put a bamboo pole tied scarf yarn Douer, to the shoulders m 
pick, take a hoe to spend the bag there. start rehearsals right through the 
lines. this drama like two puppets. the rehearsals Liuzong You give us a 
teacher, said: I must have the same feeling, right? 
such a strange treasure 
brother, sister Lin how can trick play? the way back, I had to stoop to take the 
initiative with his speech: ? ? : the 
burst of bombard him to fight 
Mongolia. He blinked; powerful Yeah, to win the lost shall not. the middle of 
the many girls are too tight in order to eliminate this tension, the director of 
a bad idea, command his daily two delicate mischief. This can be difficult to 
bad Ouyang, shall not trick, he tried to think, had come to me. I was a bad 
person, I heard the prank, happy dancing immediately become an accomplice of 
Ouyang, but we booked a gentleman's agreement, can only make fun of other people 
can not fight a civil war, so the 
these two days, the entire crew made 
Overcast victim Liu Dongmin sad, then, weeping your eyes out The Figure fooled 
everyone on tenterhooks for fear of being blacklisted, Ouyang a proven track 
record r , my consultant > Pearl River Film Factory want to recruit a group 
of young actors, see the introduction to your article, we are interested in an 
interview with you, see if you willing to go to our factory to work, to meet the 
matter with your group system tablets, director of greeting, tomorrow afternoon, 
and sometimes you at the foot of the mountain pending, we will live. We live in 
the hostel of the Beijing Film Studio. 
Pearl River Film Art Room Wang, Xu 
holding this letter I am baffled, I do not believe that membership With the 
publicity in the press so lightly come to me for a moment, put the letter on the 
side of the child. 
night, which happened to live in the guest house of the 
Beijing Film Studio a friend gave me the phone, I casually ask: : nor were there 
came to me I thought, maybe this is the wrong trap, did not go on. 
night, in 
the corridor saw Ouyang, he asked me: sneaky afternoon did not go out ? there 
are so many pen which I turned then to go and feel that they were fooled. Ouyang 
and apologized: his demon nature, can not allow him to continue all kinds of 
evil, hurt people, he has not as the police, but it became full of thugs. 
lonely, lonely is so terrible, so mysterious, as if falling into a bottomless 
abyss, as if everything has lost to hh 
how round the moon Oh! only the 
Mid-Autumn night only so good moonlight. all people have a high interest 
tonight. crew held a very lively party. gorgeously dressed-up girls, colors 
are pretty great and I do not have any nice clothes and others Bimei had to wear 
a an incongruous black plaid mixed in the the middle of the companion. 
performances began, smiling, that ingenuity, vivid performances applause, 
applause. I was gnawing apples, while silently watching all around, though, I 
was joyful atmosphere surrounded by companions from time to time I have voted to 
knowing smile, but a mysterious sense of loneliness like a gossamer tightly 
around me, no matter how I struggle, but also get out of this lonely area. 
with the soothing melody of 
a bright moon far in the sky shines the 
whole world is bathed in silver glorious 
remember someone asked me: ,? > 
windows yard came a happy noise, I feel this happiness does not belong to me, my 
world is always in the far north, in the silence of the night to fantasy. 
covered with the Silverlit the road to go , loud noise, fading, I am freed 
from the noisy solitude, immersed in a tranquil mood. 
remember the annual 
Mid-Autumn Festival, the family must in the courtyard taken to drink the full 
moon, this year alone less me, but more a miss, more than a concern in their 
eyes, I was a pale child, they were afraid that I picked can not afford such a 
heavy burden. those days, reporters swarmed, I name often found in newspapers 
and Lin together overnight, I became the newsmaker of the limelight, they began 
to worry about me, take me to grandma house