| To get back into the company for four months. Left four years back again and
again, my friend asked me, and this is not you and back to the starting point? I
said no foakleys, four years of time also
let I harvest a lot of.
From the hazy sensible start, I have been searching for the true meaning of
life, I keep asking yourself: what is life to live and why? By chance from books
to read a word-life is a journey, not the destination, but the scenery along the
way. I suddenly realize that he knows. So self-indulgent, beverages, nor is,
because I think that life is to enjoy.
I quit my job, wandering around, to "enjoy" my life. And a bunch of so-called
friends mix all day. We went to the hotel open room playing CARDS, all wars a
few days later, I yourselves. Lie down on the bed, no sleep, and I was very
frustrated. We linger bar, go crazy to twist body, try to enjoy the white
powder, feel that bloomed, I enjoy. Walking alone late at night on the street,
and I was eroded into a soul with shell, only very empty. We meet to drink wine,
beer, bitter, hot and spicy wine, a cup of ancient crisscross, we had to shout
loudly, brother, how many times of drinking, I went back and looked at the
endless sky, but I feel very lonely......
This life I exactly try a year, I don't feel enjoy life. I said to myself
that I want not this life, I have to change. So I'm back to work, to look for my
life.
Last year the return to shenzhen east a factory. I let go of the mood, began
to plain work. The factory has a reservoir behind, weekend about my colleagues
to go fishing. Choose good place, broke open the rod and sink in green son on
the surface of the open a ripple, sit quietly at the shore, looking at the blue
sky white cloud of reflecting surface, such as meditation, calm. The evening
filed a basket, walking arm in arm with wet leg, with the top and return replica oakleys
, no matter whether the harvest, I feel satisfied.
11 holidays. In the association to climb mountains small wutong organization.
Rise up early in the morning, and rushed to gather location, mutual
introduction, meet with and do it. October little wutong, without a hint of
autumn, or full of green mountains. Along the trail, the wind swept the leaves,
and the sun of refute asperse, the wan the leisurely from twitter, completely
didn't the noise of the city. On top of the mountain, gao yundan day, as a
clearing and took a deep breath of the air filled with vegetation faint scent,
the mood extremely happy. The way the halfway up to turn off right down the
botanical garden is lake, just go for a moment, faint heard the temple bells.
Here was a valley of mountain wutong, artificial modification not only became
instead to destroy the natural plant of heaven, garden architectural ornament
meantime, more show particularly attractive. A day of play, finally take photos
in, pity pity that don't. Sitting in HuiTu car, crus ache ache, but I feel whole
body of comfortable.
On the way home from work, was thinking about work and his colleagues
happened in dispute, thinking about how to improve after. Suddenly receive his
phone, about me to play, and raising the level of said, call me from it. I
readily acceptable. Home change movement lining, to ride a bike. A byword to
meet to work the mutual understanding, so unhappy temporary behind. The whole
heart play, a few "kill, sweating. I feel the passion.
Back to the Spring Festival. Round the fire, the parents of my hair is
turning gray asked cold ask warm, daughter to me at the babble, and talk about
the outside work, ask home recent situation, enjoy the warmth of reunion. The
first day of the first lunar, with his wife, holding the daughter, relatives and
friends. Meet a few words of greetings, and several of the care, plain but has a
sweet outside. I feel the happiness.
For a long time did not go to south hill the library. A little miss the
atmosphere there. Light ink fragrance, gently turn over a book of voice, you be
careful to maintain share of the quiet, can let a person get drunk in the ocean
of knowledge. I feel there is full of progress. The time to be fake oakley
sunglasses, then pick a few this his favorite books go
home, fine fine ground to savour that one of the YanRuYu and the gold room.
Life indeed is the scenery along the way. The key is how do we go to enjoy
the scenery way? Let go of the mood, kick the silly. With plain and enterprising
attitude to understand little drops of life.
The friend ask me, you finally understand what is life? I told him--
No, I still feel. |
