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I love
adam101 发表于 2012/4/13 16:29:00 |
Letting go is a kind of helpless despair, enough trails. Six years ago oakley
sunglasses, I thought, my love, to only can choose love me
forever. Because I love the person hurt me, damage over the years of the
ruthless in fragments of memory repeat, staged in a period of a plot.
To let
go of the day, always and solitary huan, tend to in order to a song, a play, a
plot, or even a word and was in tears. Always feel that day is black, the clouds
are gray, total feel lost the meaning of life. A friend had said to me, you're
nothing lost, just two people back to their origin. I really because this friend
of this sentence, letting go a long time, I keep comfort ourselves: like
fireworks may not always be hanging in the sky, as long as have a bright, and
why attached to the days of no fireworks?
As I think you can put down this
affection, was huddled up in the corner, waiting for the wound calmed down, dare
to love to hate experience of free and easy to lose, he's a call but upset me
this for several years in the heart of hate. A greeting call, unexpectedly to
let my heart can't calm. Separate over the years, thought he heard the news
about him can don't care, as long as he is happy, know that all is well with
him, he can, and heart if zhi water and difficult to stir up. But, last year's
National Day, everything changed. I think I see him, I can forget all previous,
can I don't care about his existence. Because, I very not easy spent years to
forget a person, work with to busy paralysis. But when I see him again at that
moment, everything has changed, a few years ago of resentment has become a
smoke, the heart not hate, some just say in their heart not to come out of taste
it.
Once thought would never have a chance to and he led to go on, but, god
to give us a chance, let go of the year also let two people understand
everything, everything is no longer just two parallel lines, the same everything
away, two parallel lines finally gone six years in, to find the meeting point.
Good friend recently often speak of small talk, I at ordinary times like a
proud princess, let a person look and do not close. The work is so desperately
so hard, work that is the decisive, quickly. However, when I face my own
boyfriend, I suddenly become a people, because, in a friend, I seem to have
never so nervous a man, from my eyes and attitude and proved in my eyes
boyfriend is everything to me, nothing is more important than he.
Finally,
one day, I want for myself love of man, give up his own business. Go at the
intersection, say a word in heart, really very contradiction. But, there is no
way, you can't have your cake and eat it. When I choose without love, a lot of
friends around a sincere call, because I was a very sensible woman, in their
view, in my love, I have become so not rational. Friends always advised I say
don't because of moment do that choice wholesale oakley sunglasses, because
love is not the only one life, love and career can co-exist. But, I know, my own
love and career is impossible to co-exist, in love and career front, I can only
choose one both. Facing his own love and career, only my in the mind clear: so,
once thought career, is just that left him, give yourself set a circle, make you
strong brave to live a reason, in order to prove himself not he can live very
good reason. But now everything... And let me feel really become less important,
no more excellent reasons, just blindly follow in the heart of the way you feel
it.
Maybe love is like this, I love also is only the simplest and the most
common moments. I will only blindly follow my so-called the way you feel,
because I believe that after the moment, will be two personal life exciting. |
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