Late at night, the car in the dark toward the direction of the cousin's house run so fast. Along the way fake oakley sunglasses, who also didn't say a word, and only hear the window wind and rain sound.

The house of maternal aunt sister-in-law killed himself by taking poison! I can't believe my ears. Sister-in-law: smart, lively and lovely, skillful, has a childish smiling face and a pair of clear bright eyes and sweet voice... In all the memory about sister-in-law sunshine and better. But how can suddenly suicide? What makes her so desperate and refuse? I can't believe it! But Labour.

To the room, and then heard a cries. The dark night, the men and women, old and young mixed miserable to cries, let a person heart pulled very pain. I wrapped tight clothes from the car and a foot deep shallow a foot into the cries of a mourning hall. I saw the tears sister-in-law, saw the sister-in-law that added make-up of the spirit of fresh and juicy's portrait, let me suddenly remind of five years ago, in the room on the big "囍" son, sister-in-law and tied the cousin, they his with happiness, and the house one grinning from ear to ear face... Over the past five years, already is the mother of two children of she didn't have a change! Her smile is so sweet, still that the eyes bright and clear. Just unacceptable is, only five years, but became her mourning hall here. Floral age, spend the same time, but so sad and go to! That moment only endless regret, sorry! Just think life is so fragile, a you never know the vicissitudes of life and confusion will be surrounded by layers of I.

A cry of blue grumble me from the memory pulled back: "ah--are all her mother is not good, mom shouldn't scold son ah. Eva ah--mom know I called you, but I love the son which think of you want! Ah--scold her son, I also is how are you yo, always think you young eat more bitter, his life good I also trust dopie, which thought I called you want my son, regrets! God that--that the rat poison able, zha have no regret medicine? Ah--you just dolls, 26, ah, also is too small. Do you usually see yo wriggling, how come you want? Ah--you the dolls go you call me this dead old lady zha? That I live son live? You how the two sons zha get big? Ah, your eldest son Eva is only four years old, and the youngest son in just two months, two months of hair WaZi ah, zha get big? Ah--you the dolls go in the future we zha a doll? Ah--god which-" it's sister-in-law, her mother-in-law's aunt I tore heart crack lung of cries. With a loud "god which-" aunt and dizzy. All is among the seven hand eight choke, it is in vest massage, good half-day aunt did not wake up. I hold without minding's aunt, the whole body shaking that can't say a word, thinking they of the family after life, in the heart is a confused.

And always cheerful cousin arms of two months younger son, side by the age of four eldest son, has been sitting in the corner of the waterboy leng leng staring at the sister-in-law's portrait, face the twitching. I received the cousin of crying on the bosom of two months younger son, his small red mouth keeps in my arms search, looking at the lovely young children, a small mouth everywhere for milk, sad tears surge roll out. At that moment, to sister-in-law just the cradle of sleeping in the youngest son take poison behavior, I only the blame. People live, more of the time be to yourself and the people around him bear a responsibility. And the duty is obligatory, at any time can't evade, is also what others cannot be replaced.

A whole day night are involved in that in sorrow, only feel heart to panic, people plugging can't breath. Can after all people die not resurrected. Sorry, sigh, regret or or too, already cannot retrieve, the living is still to be strong on the hoof, died out. In the family tore heart of crying into the soil in sister-in-law. That day, the road was muddy, it rains, people have confused face is the tears or rain. Only see everyone pants all is mud!

In late autumn leaves, along with the wind and rain are falling on the mound on new sister-in-law. But woods in leaves that one such as general red blood leaves, let me as if saw the sister-in-law foakleys  , saw the sister-in-law of the drop of blood, such as heart the tears of blood, can't you eyes!