"I almost did tell you discount uggs for women a few times," she went on. "But I didn't. Even then, at the time, I realised you'd look back one day and realise and blame me for it. But I still didn't say anything to you. There's no reason you should ever forgive me for that, but I want to ask now because..." She stopped suddenly.
     "Because what?" I asked.
     She laughed and said: "Because nothing. I'd like you to forgive me, but I uggs discount don't expect you to. Anyway, that's not the half of it, not even a small bit of it, actually. The main thing is, I kept you and Tommy apart." Her voice had dropped again, almost to a whisper. "That was the worst thing I did."
     She turned a little, taking Tommy in her gaze for the first time. Then almost immediately, she was looking just at me again, uggs discount but now it was like she was talking to the both of us.
     "That was the worst thing I did," she said again. "I'm not even asking you to forgive me about that. God, I've said all this in my head so many times, I can't believe I'm really doing it. It should have been you two. I'm not pretending I didn't always see that. Of course I discount uggs for women did, as far back as I can remember. But I kept you apart. I'm not asking you to forgive me for that. That's not what I'm after just now. What I want is for you to put it right. Put right what I messed up for you."
     "How d'you mean, Ruth?" Tommy asked. "How d'you mean, put it right?" His voice was gentle, full of child-like curiosity, and discount ugg boots I think that was what started me sobbing.
     "Kathy, listen," Ruth said. "You and Tommy, you've got to try and get a deferral. If it's you two, there's got to be a chance. A real chance."
     She'd reached out a hand and put it on my shoulder, but I shook her off roughly and glared at her through the tears.
     "It's too late for that. Way too late."
     "It's not too discout ugg boots late. Kathy, listen, it's not too late. Okay, so Tommy's done two donations. Who says that has to make any difference?"
     "It's too late for all that now." I'd started to sob again. "It's stupid even thinking about it. As stupid as wanting to work in that office up there. We're all way beyond that now."