I wished to help him
discount ugg boots in his trouble, as I had wished to do when heshowed that first commiseration for me.
"Dear Mr. Woodcourt," said I, "before we part to-night, somethingis left for me to say. I never could say it as I wish--I nevershall--but--"I had to think again of being more deserving of his love and hisaffliction before I could go on.
"--I am deeply sensible of your generosity, and I shall treasureits remembrance to my dying hour. I know full well how changed Iam, I know you are not unacquainted with
ugg boots discount outlet my history, and I knowwhat a noble love that is which is so faithful. What you have saidto me could have affected me so much from no other lips, for thereare none that could give it such a value to me. It shall not belost. It shall make me better."He covered his eyes with his hand and turned away his head. Howcould I ever be worthy of those tears?
"If, in the unchanged intercourse we shall have together--intending Richard and Ada, and
discount uggs for women I hope in many happier scenes of life--you ever find anything in me which you can honestly think isbetter than it used to be, believe that it will have sprung up fromto-night and that I shall owe it to you. And never believe, deardear Mr. Woodcourt, never believe that I forget this night or thatwhile my heart beats it can be insensible to the pride and joy ofhaving been beloved by you."He took my hand and kissed it. He was like
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"I am induced by what you said just now," said I, "to hope that youhave succeeded in your endeavour.""I have," he answered. "With such help from Mr. Jarndyce as youwho know him so well can imagine him to have rendered me, I havesucceeded.""Heaven bless him for it," said I, giving him my hand; "and heavenbless you in all you do!""I shall do it better for the wish," he answered; "it will make meenter on these
ugg boots discount uk new duties as on another sacred trust from you.""Ah! Richard!" I exclaimed involuntarily, "What will he do whenyou are gone!""I am not required to go yet; I would not desert him, dear MissSummerson, even if I were."One other thing I felt it needful to touch upon before he left me.
I knew that I should not be worthier of the love I could not takeif I reserved it.